The long awaited picture: Jeydon's memory tree. It is simply gorgeous, small and a good way to relfect on Jeydon's life. Thank you to the dear sweet woman who gave me this idea. We are all still caught up in the missing, good days and bad. But this trip is something we all deserve and something we all need, bad. Australia here we come ! 
I know in my heart that Jeydon would approve of this tree, as he LOVED swinging from and climbing up trees for his entire life, nothing ever stopped him. We're leaving on holiday in a few days now, so i'll post again later, we have company now.
Kyler xx.
The tree is beautiful!!! It sounds like it is the perfect thing not just for ya'all but for Jeydon as well...
ReplyDeleteEnjoy your time in Australia. It will be hard I'm sure for you all to leave but I'm sure you will be blessed on your travels. I read this today and I thought of you so i'm going to copy and paste it in.
" have a grandmother who is dead whom I talk to all the time. If I have a really strong emotion that overwhelms me, like excitement or expectation or sadness or disappointment or confusion, usually I can just look somewhere and feel her presence arrive. Not from the air, necessarily, but from an inner sense that corresponds with the same state of calm achieved during meditation and yoga. I tell her what’s going on. Then I get information back, not always an answer, just dimension, or perspective or confirmation. That’s the closest relationship with God I have. For me, God is an interior sense of love and bliss and belonging. It's a knowing, a consciousness that every person has inside of them. That is what’s frustrating sometimes about the idea of God. You’re pretty sure everyone knows what it is, but it isn’t accessible to everyone at the same time for some reason. That’s the tragedy of being on different paths."
This stuck out to me for a couple of reasons
one being that I thought of you right away the second that I do this all the time. I talk to my cousin all the time. I know that when he died it devasted me and it still does. But I don't think that a day goes by that I don't talk to him in some way. Sometimes I get "answers" back or sometimes I don't.. My point in this is that don't be afraid to go to Jeydon. He'll always hear you.. Anyway before I start crying at work I'm going to go. I'll think of you all on your holiday. Make sure you do something special for Jeydon while you are gone. Don't forget he'll always be with you..
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This is my facebook page.. I wanted you to show your family my family..
I also wanted you to know that you planting Jeydon's tree is something I will never forget... I've told you before that you have really left an impact with me. Anyway before I start flowing like a river have a great holiday.. Take the time to just breath. Not just you but your parents and your siblings. You all need it. I'll be thinking and praying for all of you..
**Candy**